Vipassana
On day seven I tried to tell him — all
this cross-legged sitting — my knees, my back,
the pain is intense — I try to sit tall,
stay focused on my breath, but pain hijacks
my mind — I’m no Buddha, I’ve hit the wall,
I can’t do this, I just don’t have the knack —
He nodded, said calmly, Look at the pain.
His smile told there was no more to say.
I bowed and left him, thought, This is insane,
what does he know about my pain? On day
eight I considered the misery that
had plagued me for a week, and thought, Okay.
I’ll look. The pain slunk away like a cat
in a dense jungle, evading my gaze,
fleeting. Pain doesn’t like to be looked at.
© Michael Fleming
Dummerston, Vermont
April 2025
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